Hyuns diary 2Hyun-ki
Thing, are starting to get better for me. Seychelles, whom i love, is so sweet, i cant stop thinking about her. <3~~~~
She has a sweet scent, and her smile...how can i explain it, its so gorgeous~~~~~
and how she says my name.....I just..cant stand it, i just wanna kiss her over and over again~~~~ <3!!!
i got my hair cut, i did throw a fit, but eh..i think it looks nice~~ ^^
Silicila~ love you~~ <3
P.S ill make a picture of her soon~
Hyuns Diary 1Hyun ki
Day 1of changing
When I was alone, I wished on a star. Asking for any friends...asking for my family to be safe. Now....I'm a 17 year old.....with so much weight on my shoulders. I never thought it would come..to this of writing my thoughts on my computer. Jun, is always being mean and ignoring me, Does he even know how I feel? Of leaving me behind..like i was just dust; Of how I was once...a Human. Am I Human? Am I real to him? Can he see me, look at him behind my back, and wish that he..would smile at me for something.......
No. He doesn't even care....Ever care in his life. He only relies on his self. Or does he?
And Yong soo.....he's...sorta getting there with me...i try to talk and communicate with him, but the only thing that comes out..is my threatening words to him. And..and i really don't mean it...i Never do ever, its just...i..I really don't know what to say in that situation....
Because I'm afraid. I won't give up on this. I need to fix my self and how